Controlling the Chaos

For those who may have missed the memo I am home. Feels good to be back in Utah. You never realize what you've got till it's gone. So glad to be home! Right now I am trying hard to catch myself so I can hit the ground running. The past few days since being home I have been running around non stop. I beg to the Universe, to God, to karma to whatever, whoever that it will pay off. I'm trying to balance pulling in the reigns and gunning full throttle ahead. Controlling the chaos. The odds are against me but I refuse to do anything but succeed.