Day 12- A song that describes your mood

Day 11- A picture of your favorite restaurant

Yummy! When I get to chose where to eat out these are my hot spots. Delish!

Day 10- Celebrity Crushes

I have a few celebrity crushes so do bare with me. :] So here we go in no particular order. They are all too beautiful to be ranked.

Ed Westwick

Patrick Dempsey

Mark Salling

James McAvoy

James Franco

Gerard Butler

David Cook

Adam Levine

Josh Duhamel

Shane West

I can't help but notice the reoccuring theme everyone keeps saying is there... Perhaps it is... Hahahahahaha.

Day 9- A letter to someone who has recently hurt you.

Dear Anonymous,
I hurt. I am not tough enough to hear "You are a waste of space" come from you. I can expect to hear it come from certain people from school but not you. It doesn't matter coming from them. It matters to me that you said it. I can't let it roll off my back. I have tried to let it go all day and all I can hear running through my head is you telling me that over and over. I get it. I am a failure. I am stupid. I am dumb. I am an aweful member of the family. I am a pain. I am sorry if I have failed to meet up to your expectations. I am sorry if I have failed you. I am sorry that I am the way I am. I am sorry you got stuck with me. I am sorry I am me.

Day 8- A picture of the last thing you purchased

Yesterday was one of the best days I have had in a long time. I went to the movies. I saw Water for Elephants. So so so good.

Then we grabbed I bite to eat. Japanese grill. Yum. We walked around the mall a bit. I got sucked into Charlotte Russe as always... and by the end of the night I walked out with these in the infamous green bag...

Day 7- Something you never leave the house without

My mother is insistent on getting me to get into the habit of taking my purse or my bag everywhere with me. She says it needs to be equipped with my keys, my wallet... and other stuff that she has suggested that is just not coming to me. So as of right now I never leave the house without my bag and my cell phone. Unless it's one of those days that I don't. :]

Day 6- Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs

1. Soon We'll Be Found- Sia

2. Where Does the Good Go- Tegan & Sara

3. Meteor Shower- Owl City

4. Pull My Heart Away- Jack Penate

5. This Will Be- Natalie Cole

6. World On Fire- Sarah McLachlan

7. Disconnect the Dots- Of Montreal

8. Fix It- Psapp

9. 5 Years Time- Noah & the Whale

10. Just Dance- Lady Gaga

Day 5- The next plan you have coming up that you are excited for.

Well to say I am excited to be done with high school is the understatement of the year. I just want to be done. However, I am freaking out just a little bit for college. It's just a tiny bit nerve racking. What can I do to prepare myself that I haven't already done...? Oh dear....

Day 4- A picture of your best friend

The past year or so the term "best friend" has lost meaning. It's such a shaky and temperamental term. I am beginning to hate it. For me in my life the term "best friend" has been like the kiss of death in almost all my friendships. So instead... Here are some pictures of the people who have stood by me through thick and thin. I adore these people and they are amazing.

I owe a lot of my sanity to these people. Thank you all for sticking right there with me. I know it wasn't easy at some times but it was and is much appreciated. Love you all so much!


(Btw- Sorry if I stole a picture or two... It's only because I love you and I promise no creepers bother to read my blog. :])

Day 3- A picture of me as a child

First and foremost I would just like to say, if blogging makes me pathetic, then so be it. I am pathetic according to you. Thanks for your input, and this is about how much I care. Hmmm. Not a lot. Clearly. Ok... So now that I have let that roll off my back...

Day 3 is to post a picture of you as a child.

I find it so weird that my childhood is over. And everything that I grew up with is coming to an end and validating my age everyday. Take Harry Potter for example. Ending. Oprah, the show I used to come home from school to and watch everyday because I marveled at her brilliance? Ending. Graduation? 6 weeks away. So odd. Curiouser and curiouser.

Day 2- A picture of something you ate today

Kneaders Raspberry Bread Pudding with Vanilla Cream...

Need I say more?

The Power of Words

Day 1- A photo of myself and a description of how my day was.

Yep it's true. I have fallen victim to the 30 Day Blog Challenge. For the next 30 days I will post that days assignment.

My day really started technically at 12:00 am this morning. I was up talking to a family member about my relationship status and what not. It seems as though after that conversation that I have to make a decision quick. I have been stringing it along saying it was nothing but a high school relationship. It has started becoming something more and there is something holding me back and my lovely cousin Davina agreed. The traditional "break" is no use anymore. Today I get to do something I have been dreading. Wish me luck.

So if I had to sum up a few words to describe today it would be dread, apprehension, upsetting, and tiring.

Take Florence For A Midnight Bike Ride

I just have to share this secret to happiness. This tip will be brief, I do promise. The tip? Take yourself for a bike ride at night and blast Florence + The Machine. It is one of the most exhilarating thing you will ever do in your life. Let the cool wind blow in your face and through your hair. Just let it go. Let your stress and your worries spin off the tires into the dark oblivion. It is magnificent.

And not to still thunder away from Florence, but another fantastic song to ride to is, While We Were Dreaming by The Pink Mountaintops.

Enjoy! :]

Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love

My Bucket List

1. Join a Peace Corp.
2. Travel the World.
3. Nanny Abroad.
4. Go to college.
5. Get Married.
6. Raise my own kids and be a Foster Parent/ Adopt Kids.
7. Help build a house with Habitat for Humanity.
8. Design my own house and build it.
9. Write my own book of music compositions.
10. Teach piano.
11. Go Skydiving.
12. Hold an animal on the endangered species list.
13. Write a childrens book.
14. Learn how to do Calligraphy.
15. Make a difference in at least one persons life.
16. Go on a roadtrip from coast to coast.
17. Find true happiness.
18. Be the coolest Nana.
19. Go on a Senior Mission.
20. Live with No Regrets.

Autistic Girl Finds Voice Through Typing

Play. Stop. Rewind.

The past 2 weeks have been a whirlwind that I do not wish to repeat but am doomed to eventually.

Being home is an interesting situation. Having all the freedom I had for that month taken away is kind of brutal. Just a little bit. It truly is a bitter-sweet situation.

I bought a ridiculous amount of houseplants. I had a little bit of buyers remorse but by the time I had all 9 plants put into place it quickly faded away. I love my plants. The only drawback is that I can't let my Jasper come sleep at the foot of my bed anymore. He's already tried to eat my Lucky Bamboo, which is sooo not cool by me. Sorry kitty.

Spring break is wrapping up and the only thing I have to show to it is a garbage full of tissues. An impressive amount of tissues. Tuesday, the second day in, I came down with the worlds worst, most brutal, body beating, cold. After being steamed, vapor rubbed, nose blown, medicated, congested, and coughed into oblivion I am still sitting here, on Friday night still sick, unfortunately. It's a beautiful thing being a snot faucet.

Today, I ended up watching Tangled with my little sister, who is also sick. I went to go make popcorn for her and while I was gone she watered my bamboo. Which normally would have been fine but I had put it on top of my t.v. to get it some more light for the day. I came back we watched the movie and all was well. I hadn't noticed that she had watered it for me. So when I went to go move it back the water sloshed out and on my t.v. Now we just hope that it will dry out... Because for the time being I have 2 t.v.s to operate what that 1 did. Thanks Ray. Love you anyways. It also doesn't hurt her case that every time we watch Tangled, when Rapunzel gets her hair cut and it turns brown, she exclaims, "YOU LOOK JUST LIKE RAPUNZEL!!!" I guess I finally found my princess. Yeah... it doesn't hurt at all.... :)

Happy Birthday Corrin. We haven't forgotten you. We love you.